For today’s readings, we look at John the baptist as he baptised Jesus. From the passage we see John felt inadequate for the task at hand, this is not unlike many of us…we sometimes struggle with feelings of inadequacy. The beautiful thing when we respond to Jesus’ calling is that he shows up for us in ways that exceed our expectations, like we see happen for John in this passage.
Dreams and Flashbacks are interesting narrative techniques…they are used in literature and film to provide insight into a character’s past, to open a window into their psychology and sometimes even to foreshadow events in their future. When a book or a movie utilize these techniques, I am all in…bonus points if they come right at the beginning of the story.
A couple of my favorite examples in film and literature are the following:
G.G Marquez’ One Hundred Years of Solitude (Flashback Ch 1): “MANY YEARS LATER as he faced the firing squad, Colonel Aureliano Buendía was to remember that distant afternoon when his father took him to discover ice. At that time Macondo was a village of twenty adobe houses, built on the bank of a river of clear water that ran along a bed of polished stones, which were white and enormous, like prehistoric eggs. The world was so recent that many things lacked names, and in order to indicate them it was necessary to point.”
D. DuMaurier’s Rebecca (Dream Ch 1): “Last night I dreamed I went to Manderley again. It seemed to me that I was passing through the iron gates that led to the driveway. The drive was just a narrow track now, its stony surface covered with grass and weeds. Sometimes, when I thought I had lost it, it would appear again, beneath a fallen tree or beyond a muddy pool formed by the winter rains. The trees had thrown out new low branches which stretched across my way. I came to the house suddenly, and stood there with my heart beating fast and tears filling my eyes.”
F. W. Murnau’s Der Letzte Mann (Dream/Flashback Sequence) – also called a “psychological dream” – a mix between a dream and a flashback…where we see the main character reminiscing and idealizing his past abilities and role as a hotel portier (Credit to Ted Sakowsky’s youtube channel).
Personally, I always like to listen to dreams…they are fun, creative, symbolic, and meaningful.
Recently the business insider published the excerpt of a book that detailed common themes in people’s dreams; among the most frequent dreams reported by people are 1. flying, 2.trying to find a bathroom, 3. having teeth fall of, and 4. being late, or unprepared for an exam.
In the bible, there are several occasions in which God uses dreams to speak to people.
1. In the book of Genesis we see how God uses dreams to show Joseph, the son of Jacob a glimpse of his future role as the leader of his family. Later this gifting propels him to becoming one of the most powerful men in Egypt and through his leadership God saved the nation of Egypt, the nation of Israel, and Joseph’s brothers and father from famine.
2. During the period of Babylonian occupation of Israel, God gave Daniel – a young man who had been brought to serve in the Babylonian court – the ability to tell the king what he dreamed about and the interpretation of that dream. This made the Babylonian king take notice of Daniel’s wisdom and understand that God was with Daniel in a special way.
3. In the New Testament God speaks to Joseph through a dream to let him know that Mary’s baby was truly conceived through the Holy Spirit..and later after Jesus was born God uses a dream to warn the three wise men about Herod’s intentions to towards Jesus (not to worship but to harm him).
I could go on an on about how God uses dreams in the lives of his children; Jacob, Paul, Solomon…
Common themes of how God uses dreams in the Bible
Just like authors have identified common themes in people’s dreams in everyday life, in the bible, we also see common themes in how God uses dreams: he uses dreams to warn people about future events, encourage and reassure people in times of uncertainty, and he also uses them to help his people understand and pursue the calling that he has for them.
An interesting example is shown in Gideon’s story (Judges 7:12-14)
Now the Midianites and Amalekites, all the people of the East, were lying in the valley as numerous as locusts; and their camels were without number, as the sand by the seashore in multitude. And when Gideon had come, there was a man telling a dream to his companion. He said, “I have had a dream: To my surprise, a loaf of barley bread tumbled into the camp of Midian; it came to a tent and struck it so that it fell and overturned, and the tent collapsed.” Then his companion answered and said, “This is nothing else but the sword of Gideon the son of Joash, a man of Israel! Into his hand God has delivered Midian and the whole camp.”
This bible passage narrates how two men Gideon and his servant Purah had sneaked into the camp of the enemy army that they were at war with.. the night before the big battle…and when they arrived at the encampment of the enemy army, they overheard a conversation between two other men..soldiers in the enemy army. Of the soldiers told another one a weird dream that he had. He said that in his dream…he saw a loaf of barley bread come downhill into the camp…and overturned a tent…and it collapsed.
In this story…even though Gideon was not the one who had the dream, nor was he the one who interpreted the dream, God used this dream to affirm Gideon in his calling to lead the army of Israel into victory against the Midianites…because it so happened that the dream came true; the next day Gideon and 300 Israelites came against the army of Midian and defeated them.
But before we move from this point to the future, I would like to go back in time and look at the initial information that the bible provides about Gideon’s background, because that will help us see the significance of the dream in full context…and the bible provides this information in Judges 6:2-6:
Flashback on Gideon’s life
Gideon was born during a time in which the people of Israel were experiencing opposition from other tribes in the region, namely the Midianites, and their allies the Amalekites. The Amalekites were more numerous and their strategy was to sabotage and block every activity that the Israelites did in order to sustain themselves. The insidious tactics of the midianites brought Israel to a state of poverty and despair in which they felt that they had been collectively rejected by God…(see Judges 6)
Not only was Gideon part of this group that felt rejected…he was a reject among the them…And in the midst of this, he experiences God’s calling…which is not compatible at all with how Gideon identifies as an individual, in his family, in his community and in the larger context. Nowadays the feeling of rejection both at the societal and individual level is as prevalent as it was for Guideon and Israel during the time of Midianite occupation. This rejection is covertly or overtly exercised by denying access to a sense of adequacy and/or belonging to an individual or a group.
Gideon is a person who has experienced rejection at multiple levels and in multiple stages of his life, and many of us are no strangers to this feeling.
From the passage, it is clear that as Gideon was brought up, there was a message that was communicated to him by his family that he was the least among them… By his community, that his family/clan was the least in the community and the bible states clearly that the Amalekites and Midianites were bullying Israel…
So when Gideon is confronted with God’s calling, there is a conflict between what he has heard about himself all his life and who he and who God is calling him to be…and this gap/chasm is expressed in feelings of inadequacy and hesitation to believe what God says about him.
People deal with rejection differently, however we can a common threads in how rejection operates in our lives: Rejection occurs in two dimensions: externally and internally and it shapes our narrative of who we are…however, when we hear God’s calling, there is an underlying narrative of acceptance, love and support that empowers us to live our life differently.
The Process of overcoming rejection and accepting God’s narrative for our life seems to highlight key stages;
1. The Sign of the Fleece (Judges 7:36-40)
36 Then Gideon said to God, “If you will save Israel by my hand, as you have said,37 behold, I am laying a fleece of wool on the threshing floor. If there is dew on the fleece alone, and it is dry on all the ground, then I shall know that you will save Israel by my hand, as you have said.”38 And it was so. When he rose early next morning and squeezed the fleece, he wrung enough dew from the fleece to fill a bowl with water.39 Then Gideon said to God, “Let not your anger burn against me; let me speak just once more. Please let me test just once more with the fleece. Please let it be dry on the fleece only, and on all the ground let there be dew.”40 And God did so that night; and it was dry on the fleece only, and on all the ground there was dew. The sign of the fleece represents an initial ‘awakening’ into a new understanding of ourselves and our circumstances. It has three characteristics: 1. Private 2. Gradual 3. Involving a Lamb (Jesus in the bible is referred as the Lamb of God)
2. The sign of the right inner circle – Gideon’s Three Hundred Men (Judges 8)
7 Then Jerubbaal (that is, Gideon) and all the people who were with him rose early and encamped beside the spring of Harod. And the camp of Midian was north of them, by the hill of Moreh, in the valley.
2 The Lord said to Gideon, “The people with you are too many for me to give the Midianites into their hand, lest Israel boast over me, saying, ‘My own hand has saved me.’3 Now therefore proclaim in the ears of the people, saying, ‘Whoever is fearful and trembling, let him return home and hurry away from Mount Gilead.’” Then 22,000 of the people returned, and 10,000 remained. 4 And the Lord said to Gideon, “The people are still too many. Take them down to the water, and I will test them for you there, and anyone of whom I say to you, ‘This one shall go with you,’ shall go with you, and anyone of whom I say to you, ‘This one shall not go with you,’ shall not go.”5 So he brought the people down to the water. And the Lord said to Gideon, “Every one who laps the water with his tongue, as a dog laps, you shall set by himself. Likewise, every one who kneels down to drink.”6 And the number of those who lapped, putting their hands to their mouths, was 300 men, but all the rest of the people knelt down to drink water.7 And the Lord said to Gideon, “With the 300 men who lapped I will save you and give the Midianites into your hand, and let all the others go every man to his home.”8 So the people took provisions in their hands, and their trumpets. And he sent all the rest of Israel every man to his tent, but retained the 300 men. And the camp of Midian was below him in the valley.
The sign of the inner circle represents an initial evidence of who we are by those who are around us and have known us through our previous circumstances. It has three characteristics: 1. Small Scale 2. Grass Roots 3. Involving a new confidence – not a false self-confidence but genuine confidence the calling that we have and God’s faithfulness to see us through
3. The sign of those who are outside of our ‘inner circle’ – Gideon defeats Midian (Judges 8:15)
15 As soon as Gideon heard the telling of the dream and its interpretation, he worshiped. And he returned to the camp of Israel and said, “Arise, for the Lord has given the host of Midian into your hand.”16 And he divided the 300 men into three companies and put trumpets into the hands of all of them and empty jars, with torches inside the jars.17 And he said to them, “Look at me, and do likewise. When I come to the outskirts of the camp, do as I do.18 When I blow the trumpet, I and all who are with me, then blow the trumpets also on every side of all the camp and shout, ‘For the Lord and for Gideon.’”
19 So Gideon and the hundred men who were with him came to the outskirts of the camp at the beginning of the middle watch, when they had just set the watch. And they blew the trumpets and smashed the jars that were in their hands.20 Then the three companies blew the trumpets and broke the jars. They held in their left hands the torches, and in their right hands the trumpets to blow. And they cried out, “A sword for the Lord and for Gideon!”21 Every man stood in his place around the camp, and all the army ran. They cried out and fled.22 When they blew the 300 trumpets, the Lord set every man’s sword against his comrade and against all the army. The sign of those outside our inner circle represents an external confirmation of how our life has moved from the past rejection to living out the narrative of God’s love in our life. It has three characteristics: 1. Likely occurs in a new context for us 2. Moves past the grass roots to a less immediate circle 3. Affirms our new identity and removes us from our past experience of rejection
As we flashback to 2016, may we tune our ears to listen to God’s dreams for our lives, and start 2017 moving past those experiences that hold us back and continuously reaching out for God’s narrative of love and acceptance in this new year.
Today, I went to Starbucks for my customary Iced-Chai. I know it’s banal, but going to Starbucks is one of the highlights of my week…it makes me feel special. I know it sounds weird…but before you judge me, let me explain;
I am a creature of habit…and as such, I usually shop at the same stores, eat at the same restaurants, and go to the same coffee shops every time. When I visit my regular spots, I tend to follow a routine, I order the same things over and over again…I never get tired of them (my husband will probably attribute this to my stubborn nature, but I would like a second oppinion).
Starbucks is a prime example of my routine-following ways; I order the same drink every time, Iced-Chai…always. No exception – not ever. I have been going to the same Starbucks for two years now. Nowadays, the baristas know me by name, and they don’t even ask me for my order anymore, they know what I am going to drink…and when they see me walking towards the counter, they start preparing my drink, they greet me with a smile, take the money, and hand me my Iced-Venti Tazo Chai Tea Latte.
I particularly enjoy this routine, it makes my life easier, comfortable and as we all know: “sometimes you wanna go where everybody knows your name, and they are always glad you came”…sorry, I couldn’t help the Cheers reference. (For all my friends who are either too young, or who weren’t raised by the T.V; Cheers is an 80s SITCOM … and the quote is from the theme song of the show).
My problem with Change (I don’t mean coins) Anyway, as a routine-loving person, I tend to dislike change; once I get used to something, I never want to get un-used to it. At this point I would like to clarify something; I am not a hoarder, or a person who prefers stagnation over progress…I am all for changing things for the better, this is not the change I dislike. The change I dislike is the one that involves replacing that which is predictable, with the unpredictable. I think I am not alone in this, a lot of people -whether it is consciously or unconsciously- dislike and even avoid this kind of change.
When Change leaves a Void Why do so many people -myself included- find this kind of change intimidating? Based on experience and observations, it seems to me that the reason why this change is especially intimidating is because it leaves a void behind. When we are used to something/or even someone (the way I am used to my routine, or some people are used to a person or a habit in their lives) it means that we like the place that it /(s)he holds in our lives…it/(s)he fills a need, it/(s)he fills a space, that otherwise would be empty…void.
I think this is true even for people who claim to love change…in a way, their love for change is a constant in their lives…this constant change means that they are always facing the thrill of the unknown…and this fills their life with anticipation and excitement…in absence of this constant change, there would be a void, there would be emptiness…and most of us tend to avoid that facing that void (no pun intended).
Why we need to rethink our void-avoidance According to the online dictionary, the word “void” can be defined in various ways, for example; “containing no matter”, “empty”, “completely lacking”, “useless”, “unfilled”, and “not occupied”. I have more or less kept the order of appearance of all the definitions in order to make a point. When we think of void, we first tend to think of words such as emptiness, uselessness, and lacking…and those words carry negative connotations for us…they evoke a sense of loss and helplessness.
However, a void is not always negative; if we look at it as the state of being “not-occupied”, the notion of void suddenly seems to have the potential of something positive…and indeed it does.
The potential of a void
I remember a conversation at a dinner party with some friends a while ago, we were asking each other “hard questions”…and one of my friends was asked the following question: “If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?” My friend answered the following: “If I could change something about myself, I would have stopped pursuing some things in my life sooner rather than later”.
This answer steered the conversation in a very interesting direction, we talked about how sometimes we fail to let go of something in our lives…and in the process of holding on, we probably miss out on other opportunities, wasting time, energy, and resources. We avoid necessary changes, just because we do not want to face “not having something”to fill the space. Basically, the fear of letting go, the fear of change, is the fear of having a void in our life. We think that having a void in our life equals that we will be “lacking” something…This understanding prevents us from creating a place (un-occuping the space) for something that might ultimately be better for us. Had we embraced the void, had we un-occupied the space, we would’ve created a place for that which was better for us sooner, rather than later.
Buds’n’Roses
Another example of how voids are viewed from a negative perspective is the notion of “ending”. An ending is a change that leaves a void, or emptiness. Nothing comes after the end, right?
Dr. Henry Cloud wrote a book titled “Necessary Endings“, in it he talks about the notion of pruning…of how roses need to be pruned, because they produce more buds that they can sustain…thus, if a gardener wants his roses to blossom, some buds need to be pruned in order for other buds to blossom. In our lives, we face similar decisions, we need to face some changes that leave voids…however those voids are not negative, they are necessary because those voids create the conditions for other aspects of our life to blossom.
Facing Christian faith seems sometimes like facing a Void
In many ways, faith is like a void. Not the negative, one-sided notion of void…but the real notion of void.
From what I have come to understand, a void has two aspects;
1) The absence of that which should ordinarily fill a space, and
2) the potential for what could take its place.
In Hebrews 11:1, the bible defines faith as “the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen”.
Faith calls us to create a place for something that is not there yet…it calls us to hope, to embrace the potential of what is to come through Jesus. If we have a wrong understanding of what faith is, we will avoid it…like we try to avoid the voids in life…however, if we could re-examine our notion of faith, taking a closer look, and seeking a better understanding, perhaps we wouldn’t avoid it, and we could even embrace it.
Today I went to Starbucks for my customary Iced-Chai. For the last month, there has been a little tree with pink flowers to celebrate Chinese New Year…today they took it down, this reminded me of the changes we face, the voids we fear, the endings we avoid, pruning and faith.
What does it mean to believe? Online dictionaries give the following definitions:
1. To accept as true or real 2. To expect or suppose 3. To have confidence in the reliability of something
However, my favorite definition is the one I found in the sign language dictionary:
Believe = Think + Act
In sign language, the word “believe” consists of two gestures, the gesture for “thinking” followed by the gesture for “acting”. I find this definition really appropriate, because it summarizes the essence of what it is to belive…you think a certain way about something or someone, and then you act based on that thought…a good illustration for this fact is the story of the Heeney family and little Falcon.
These last couple of weeks, there were several reports in the news that told the story about a little boy named Falcon.
Falcon, the Balloon Boy Falcon is six years old; he lives in Colorado with his parents and two brothers…sounds pretty normal so far…but the story is full of twists…
It turns out that Falcon and his dad and brothers like to build things for fun, the latest project was a hot-air balloon which they were getting ready to finish two or three weeks ago. One day Falcon’s father, Falcon, and his older brother were working on the balloon in the garden…the dad left for a minute and somehow the balloon started flying.
The original story that the Heeney’s told the authorities was that when Mr. Heeney (Falcon’s dad) came back to the yard, he noticed that the balloon was gone, and so was Falcon. He asked the older son “where is your brother?” and the boy answered him…”I don’t know…I think I saw him get inside the box of the hot air balloon”…
The family called 911 and they called the news channel in order to ask for help to bring the boy back down from the air safe and sound. Soon the news started reporting about the balloon and everyone in the United States started following the developments of this situation.
The reporters and the people in general where worried about the boys safety, could the balloon crash with another flying object? Was the air too cold for little Falcon to survive? And of course, the big question, could Falcon fall out of the box from the hot air balloon?
The authorities closed down the airport, launched two military helicopters and countless policemen to try to bring the boy to safety. After a few hours, the balloon landed on a field and everyone ran to try to get the boy to safety…and the boy was not there. So the policemen tracked down the route where the balloon had flown in order to see if the boy had fallen out of the balloon…and they couldn’t find anything, until finally they found the little boy…do you know where?
Falcon was found safe and sound in his garage…where he had been hiding all along.
Even though this story seemingly has a happy ending…and everyone was relieved to see that Falcon was safe, the authorities soon became suspicious of the parents, and there has been an ongoing investigation to determine whether the whole incident was real or not, I guess we will find out in time.
Regardless of the outcome of events, the story is a powerful example of how what we believe to be true can shape or actions in a powerful ways. In this case, the resources of the entire state of Colorado were set in motion in order to “rescue” a boy because people believed he was in danger. Everyone was under the impression that the boy would be in flying in the air, they thought that he would be in danger…and this is why they took radical measures to prevent any danger for the boy; they closed the airport and launched military helicopters to try to extract the boy from the balloon in mid-air.
Our Beliefs
This incident exemplifies key points about our beliefs:
1. Our beliefs set the guidelines and boundaries of our actions not only when it comes to other people, but also when it comes to ourselves too. Beliefs are views, guiding principles, judgments and decisions about ourselves, people close to us, our community and how the world functions and they help determine our actions. 2. We all operate all the time under a series of assumptions or beliefs, whether we are aware of it or not. A lot of who we are and what we do can be explained in terms of what we believe, and this is an important thing to understand; therefore I will repeat it…a lot of who we are, and what we do can be explained in terms of what we believe.
Why is it important that we understand this? Because we need to make sure that we are operating under the right beliefs, and not under false beliefs…because our beliefs are going to shape our life for better or for worse. Let me illustrate;
Columbus, the Sailor
Once upon a time there was an Italian sailor named Christopher Columbus. During his lifetime, people used to believe that the earth was flat and that the world consisted of Asia, Europe and Africa…no North America, or South America or the Caribbean…which is kind of sad. But anyway, Christopher Columbus did not share in the false belief that the earth was flat, he thought the earth was round, and he didn’t let false beliefs operating around him determine his actions…he sailed away to prove his point…and found America. In short, a man who believed the right thing literally changed the shape of the world and the outcome of history. This is very powerful.
So at this point, let me ask you a question, what are some things you believe? Are you aware of your beliefs and how they work to shape your life?
We get our beliefs from three main sources; experience, evidence and our environment…however those sources are not always sufficient and can be misleading, because our understanding is limited.
Proverbs 3:5 warns us against relying solely on our understanding of things;
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding”Now that we’ve touched on God’s word, let’s talk about what we believe as Christians… Christians are also called BELIEVERS…however this is a bit arbitrary because everyone believes…every person in the world whether secular or religious has a set of beliefs. So what is the difference? Well, we could say that Christians have a specific kind of belief and this is called FAITH….faith in God.
Belief = Faith
Let’s talk a little bit about faith, what is faith?
The bible says in Hebrews 11:1
“Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and being certain of what we do not see.”So basically, faith is a belief, but the kind of belief that is not based on what we see in daily experience, evidence or environment, faith is believing in what we have not seen yet.
Faith is believing in what God has already done.
Unlike other things we believe, which result from things we’ve previously experienced and are based on concrete, material evidence, faith is based on a certainty which precedes any kind of material evidence or previous experience.
How does faith originate? How do we get faith?
The bible tells us that we receive faith when we hear God’s word and we believe it.
Romans 10:17:
“Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word of Christ.”
According to the bible, faith is not just a warm, fuzzy feeling on the inside; it is a conviction that leads to action, actions that reflect our belief in God’s word.
James 2:14-18 says,
“What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save him? Suppose a brother or sister is without clothes and daily food. IF one of you says to him, Go I wish you well; keep warm and well fed, but does nothing about his physical needs, what good is it? In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.” The book of James tells us that faith cannot be passive, it has to be active.
I ask myself, and maybe if you want to you can ask yourself too; how is your faith, is it dead or alive? Is it active or just passive?
It is really easy to fall into the trap of a passive faith, which stays at the level of thoughts and never translates into concrete actions…but according to the bible, we should strive that our faith is evidenced by our actions…
One last verse:
Hebrews 11:6 And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
God is pleased by faith…and the first expression of faith is to come to him believing that he is there for us….I pray and hope that this faith can always find an expression in our life.
God is a great God…he can do things beyond what we ask or think in our lives…all he asks is that we believe.